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Original: 4/25/2006 6:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

 
Currently Watching
The Phantom of the Opera (2-Disc Special Edition)
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Wow, I'm completely BORED. I've created a banner for my up-and-coming new layout. I made the banner all by myself! I must say, I'm very proud. Currently I'm done with like 90% of my poem. I need like 3 more lines to complete it. That isn't as good as I hoped it would be. It's basically about how I've been living in the shadow of others and that I'm looking for my moment to shine. Then I have an epiphany and realize I don't need to prove myself to others. Needless to say, that was inspired while I was riding the bus this afternoon crying. Yes, I'm a loser because I'm jealous of my friends. Whatever. Quiz time while I wait for the inspiration for my last few lines!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Alyssa
2. Yeah, I don't have any nicknames. Oh wait, I know!
3. That loser over there.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. xofalling2deep
2. lit0mizzd0rkwad
3. xoaNG3l 0fMuZIc

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes. Everyone says they're gorgeous. They're the one thing I like about myself.
2. I'm not 100lbs overweight???
3. My hair never gets messy. I love it.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My stupid fudging height. As of yesterday, I'm 4'11 ³/4" JUST one-fourth of an effing inch to 5 feet. I hate it. I hate it all. I've SHRUNK since the summer.
2. I have no strength or athletic ability whatsoever.
3. Eh. I don't like my feet. >.<

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. FILIPINA<3333333
2. I'm one-eight Spanish (from Spain)
3. N/A

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND:
1. Being compared to someone else who is clearly much better than me
2. Those people that pretend to be your friend to your face but make fun of you behind your back
3. Feeling emotional pain

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Horror films. Seriously, I will never watch one.
2. Stalkers/Rapists. They're just creepy.
3. Insane people. Also really creepy.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:
1. Suite Life of Zack and Cody (DISNEYCHANNEL=LOVE)
2. Alias
3. American Idol

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. Rent (Just finished watching it for the 10th time)
2. Phantom of the Opera (Currently watching it for the 20-something-th time)
3. Titanic (Definitely NOT a musical...XD)

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:
1. She's the Man
2. American Dreamz
3. ehhhhh

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cellphone
2. iPod (or any form of music really)
3. My darling computer<3

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans
2. Light pink cami
3. Phantom of the Opera earrings<3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. That amazing feeling where you're dizzy, giddy, nervous, drunk (on love), and completely amazed every time you see that 'special someone'
2. Love<333333
3. Common interests (otherwise what would we talk about??)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair. Gotta have amazing hair.
2. Eyes. His eyes have to be completely captivating.
3. Intelligence. Gotta be smart. Not like the next Einstein (EINSTEINETTE. XD High School Musical...okay back to this), but smart enough to carry on a conversation with me.

THREE BAD HABITS:
1. I'm totally dramatic. Everyone hates it, including myself.
2. Hurting people...it's so mean but I just can't.
3. I try to hard to please everyone around me that I sometimes forget what I want.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Singing/Dancing
2. Random internet stuffffff
3. Writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Finish my freaking poem!
2. Figure out what clubs/sports to take at TJ
3. SLEEP

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING:
1. Law, but not crimminal. Too complicated.
2. Something in medince, not necessarily a doctor.
3. POPSTAR! Oh my gosh, who doesn't want to be a famous popstar? $.$

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Philippines<3 Visit mi familia!
2. Hawaii *on the way to the Philippines! XD*
3. Europe *on the way back from the Philippines!!!!!!*

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Kathleen (it's pretty and simple!)
2. Nicholas
3. Jeanne

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find my prince charming and get married! <3
2. Graduate college and get my master's
3. See the world! Well, all the nice parts

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Hello, I'm in like ALL pink
2. Shopping=LIFE (well, after music and DisneyChannel)
3. I say like WAAAAAAY more than I should

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES:
(I'll just leave this blankkkkkkkkkkk) hehe
1.
2.
3.

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THE SURVEY:
1. Eh, if anyone wants tooooo
2.
3.

Okay, still not done with my poem...

edit//
YEAH! FINISHED THE POEM! Yay me.

Looking back on all I've done,
I somehow feel it's not enough.
I cannot go on any longer
While living in the shadow of others.

The rain is falling harder
As my dreams come crashing down.
The aspirations I once had for myself
Are fading into the distance.

My fear of failure haunts me.
I wonder if I’ll ever have the chance
To be like a star shining in the sky,
To finally have a moment of glory.

The curtains are closing in now,
There’s not much time left.
I need to prove to them all,
I need to show the world,
There’s something more to me,
Something grand I have yet to show.

As I stand wishing I could be more,
My vision clears and I finally see,
The truth is deep down in my heart.
Shadows surrounding my heart and soul
Finally disappear and I am free.

edit2//
New Layout! Totally customized by yours truly! Haha yay me!

Lyrics::Catch Me When I Fall;Ashlee Simpson
BGMusic::Catch Me When I Fall;Ashlee Simpson
Layout::Simple, Completely Grayscale
Banner::Feat. ME<3

 Posted 4/25/2006 6:00 PM - 5 Views - 4 eProps - 3 comments

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i read that whole survey :) feel bettter dont cryyy. i think they need to make like, a disney channel anonymous club for addicts like us. in fact. lets start one.

reallly good poem. its super deep. you could so win the poetry slam.

anyways, ill talk to you tomorrow about this whole crying ordeal. aiight? peace skillet.

(p.s. i realize you say "yay me," the classic london tipton phrase ;) yeah we so need that club)

Posted 4/25/2006 8:28 PM by will_dance_4_jello - reply

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p.s.s. i like your outfit in the banner :)
Posted 4/25/2006 8:29 PM by will_dance_4_jello - reply

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heyy dude i love the banner (;
Posted 5/17/2006 10:36 PM by SEXii_alliSON - reply


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